Thursday, July 8, 2010 ♥ 1:47 AM
my life was in utter mess. well i dont want my blog to be in a shitty mess, full of all sort of complain and whining from me, but it really cant be helped.
during breakfast yesterday, i felt utterly sad and disappointed that we didnt get to eat together its been like so long since we last ate together. but ended up after a long time, we finally meet, we must start it with a quarrel!? damn it. maybe i find it irritating or maybe some other describing words which i couldnt fit it in now. anyway i find it blank blank to be sitting opposite diagonal about 3m away from someone whom you arrange to meet up for breakfast with.
well, finally i found the exactly word. PISSED OFF. maybe others dont find it a problem. or maybe i was being picky. well then again had a tiff with one of the boys. not really tiff, but somehow you should know what i mean right? well my friendship was SCREWED.
when i finally get to be alone, i felt so depressed so sad and so what so ever. my life was screwed. my friendship was screwed, my love life was probably screwed to. what else is left for me.. dont get me wrong i wasnt trying to hint my suicidal.. so calm down. its just that all i feel like doing was to cry on someone shoulder but i never have the courage to cry in front of people.
was i getting too emotional or what?! i really need alot of console and console.. some just told me to sleep it on. while others just kept quiet.
console me, comfort me..
