Friday, July 23, 2010 ♥ 12:09 AM
behind every smile there is a million tears.
girls are very complicated, but what we want are actually quite simple but yet sophisticated.
we want attentions from our boyfriend. but we dont want too much attention too as it get very possessive.
we want to spend time with our boyfriend. but we dont want to spend too much time with them as it gets too bored very easily.
we want our boyfriend to get jealous. but we dont want them to get jealous too easily, as its irritating.
we want our boyfriend to be obedient. but we dont want them to get too obedient, as it makes them feel gay.
do you get what we want?
confusing?!
hahaha.
accept the fact that we are confusing and yet what we want are simple!:D
sometime love turns to a habit.
sometime we do too much.
sometime we need to do more.
relationship is short term. cherish the moments..
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Sunday, July 18, 2010 ♥ 2:46 PM
HAPPY 222 POST!:D
haha.. okay anyway tomorrow is the start of the 1 week break. and i am helping out yuanfei at his shop:D
yesterday wore this very feminine dress that yuanfei choose for me! omg i look so not me!
see!? am i right! i dont look like me right. hahaha..
and yuanfei shop yesterday was in a mess. the ceiling came off cos the jeans are too heavy.. scary right!?
BABY, I WANT MY 1000 ILOVEYOU!!
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Thursday, July 8, 2010 ♥ 1:47 AM
my life was in utter mess. well i dont want my blog to be in a shitty mess, full of all sort of complain and whining from me, but it really cant be helped.
during breakfast yesterday, i felt utterly sad and disappointed that we didnt get to eat together its been like so long since we last ate together. but ended up after a long time, we finally meet, we must start it with a quarrel!? damn it. maybe i find it irritating or maybe some other describing words which i couldnt fit it in now. anyway i find it blank blank to be sitting opposite diagonal about 3m away from someone whom you arrange to meet up for breakfast with.
well, finally i found the exactly word. PISSED OFF. maybe others dont find it a problem. or maybe i was being picky. well then again had a tiff with one of the boys. not really tiff, but somehow you should know what i mean right? well my friendship was SCREWED.
when i finally get to be alone, i felt so depressed so sad and so what so ever. my life was screwed. my friendship was screwed, my love life was probably screwed to. what else is left for me.. dont get me wrong i wasnt trying to hint my suicidal.. so calm down. its just that all i feel like doing was to cry on someone shoulder but i never have the courage to cry in front of people.
was i getting too emotional or what?! i really need alot of console and console.. some just told me to sleep it on. while others just kept quiet.
console me, comfort me..
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Saturday, July 3, 2010 ♥ 3:25 PM
went to the fridge and get a packet of sticky sweet, thinking that the smiley rock will make me smile too. the next moment it feel and the sweet broke into pieces, end up it doesnt make me smile the way i thought i would. how irony.suddenly i felt i wasnt the georgina i used to be. i wasnt living for myself. i was living for others and being georgina for others. where did my old self went? i had no idea about it. but i guess i probably lost my soul to someone lose my rights to someone. i am probably a slave of someone now. enslaved to him. because all i could think of was just him, whether he was doing well or whether he had done his things. everything was mainly him. and what about myself? my stuff. its probably in the refrigerator rotting away.some people say there are people who do things to hard. and people who tried hard to do things. which are you? i tried really hard to do the things to pleased him. but i end up hurting myself. which concludes, i am a loser, i lost everything, my mind, my heart my soul, my rationality, my senses and even my * blank blank*. i lose all to you. hoping to trade for more time with you. but i guess i ended up giving them away. because everyone have 24 hours. you spend 20 hours doing your job and everything 4 hours to sleep. whats left for me? why cant every relationship be like the start of the relationship, where it is always nice and sweet always sticking together. whereas now it seems like two N poles trying to get together but it ended up repelling each other.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------yesterday was your birthday and all i wanted to do was to finally spend sometime together, but end up you are always full of other things. doing your god stuff, your previous workplace stuff when 1 week ago you promise to keep that day for me.. maybe i was selfish i dont like to share things with people i dont like to share you with other people especially your birthday, but since i started sharing with your godmum. i thought i could at least still have half a day together but end up even half an hour solo time together i also dont have. when you land your lips on mine before you leave i felt like crying even though i tried really hard to be cheerful. maybe i tried to hard. maybe i should try harder.today i cabbed over to your place as i was too worried you will not be able to make it for making your license on time. then i realise you werent even at home at all. you didnt even replied my message, am i being petty to be upset or i am supposed to be. sometime you will tell me to think far but i tried really hard thinking far but all i see was that you wouldnt have any time left for me. while you claim that we will have more time.
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Friday, July 2, 2010 ♥ 12:00 AM
life remains the same. be it in work or personal. well. i guess my blog was dead for quite a while. but can i still revived it a little. well today is baby birthday. so HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BABY:D i planned a little surprise hopefully it will be surprising enough for him(: CONGRATULATION BABY for passing your TP(: dont put funny numbers behind! hahaha. put my NA will be fine!(: woah! theres a whole load of thing to do tomorrow. got to go school till 12 then head for bishan to get my surprise. then call baby wake up then go SSDC to make his beloved license then head to MOS to collect my pay. then i dont know what else to do to make his birthday the most meaningful one:Dwell TATA i am kind of lazy to write already(:
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