ECSTASIFIED ME


love is complicated,
it should be digested and simplified.
Thursday, February 25, 2010 ♥ 12:48 AM



i am still thinking how to make people stopped playing dota! does anyone know?

hahaha oh my god. i guess thats like the first thing i said after a long time of MIA-ing! but i guess making an addict quit dota is like asking a smoker to quit smoking? addictive huh!

anyway. cny was so-so more of study than fun. and many many photos but lazy to upload. hahahaha. urgh! i am like so tired now and i F-ing hate statistic! its like the worst subject ever. grrr!




will it be too late for a new year resolution now? hmm doubt so. chinese new year have 15 days and now is like day 12. so i wasnt too late?



but i didnt know what resolution to have so my new year resolution for now is !!!!


- doing everything that makes me happy will do! (:


- and maybe getting married! hahaha what?! i want to have a baby! hahahahaha aspiring to be a young mother is nothing wrong hor!


- probably another one wouldnt be greedy right. i want to have money and not working for it! hahaha got vacancy??! :]




well sum things up!
- statistic sucks
- and i am selling some of my year 1 notes. if you dont mind them in pieces! hahahhaha
- and my stupid new year resolutions!


Thursday, February 11, 2010 ♥ 11:20 AM

sometime i was thinking is it wrong being who am i now? being who am i now get me to a conflict which led to another.

well was i wrong?

"when you saw your friends being bullied will you help?"
- well my advise would be try not to help! why? i tried once and all i wanted to do was to confront the person and reason out with her. well but end up being accused of threatening her. GREAT! * a round of applause please!*

" when you saw someone staring at you will you confront?"
- been it done it and i would say no! why? because when you confront the person you will be at losing end!

"but when the other party was staring at you continuously what should you do?"
- well all the more you should hide under your mother skirt.



thats what the world taught me yesterday. when your friend need help RUN! when people stare at your pretend you dont know and act friendly. smile happily at them. when they continuously stare at you. you HIDE!




sometime wasnt it nice being someone who just avoid trouble? and not facing them bravely? i thought so too.

well so was i wrong?

when my friend got bullied and discriminated and i try to help and *TEH!* (big cross)
when you are stared by an old aunty you stared back and confront her why she stared at you and *TEH* (bigger cross)


sum things up!

- accused of threatening * when you say you want to talk things out* (HUH?!)
- being rude *i admit she doesnt deserved the slightest respect after all*
- DONT TRY TO BE HERO AND HELP *you will end up stuck in between and lost at words*