ECSTASIFIED ME


love is complicated,
it should be digested and simplified.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 ♥ 2:56 AM

i just cant stop missing you.

aint this tormenting,

maybe we just shouldnt get back like this.

i can no longer deny myself that i still have feelings,

still have feelings for you.

whats right whats wrong doesnt really matter now,

what matter the most is that i enjoy your companionship.


Sunday, May 15, 2011 ♥ 4:03 AM

define relationship: just like shopping.

some people treat relationship like shopping.

when you are single, you are akin to as though you were a sales item,
some people buy you not because you were good, or meant for them or fit their outfit perfectly. mainly because you were on sales, and they worry that sales item dont last long and stocks last. so why not grab it first before regretting them.

some people choose their relationship as though they were shopping.

they went window shopping and finally step into the shop they favour most.
comparing the price and check out the features before they buy. buying it when they really need it or find it totally suitable and fits what they demands.

which one are you? one that goes for sales or one that do market comparison before choosing the right one?


Thursday, May 12, 2011 ♥ 12:48 AM

i almost fell into my own grave,
maybe it was just mutual advantages.
or maybe its just companionship.

whats wrong with me?

just a slight temptation could probably change everything.

i dont just want to be a life buoy. not a float. not a plank where you hang on till you reach the shore.

its all or nothing baby,
iwillwait, settle down before you find me.


Tuesday, March 1, 2011 ♥ 12:06 AM

看见陌生的你让我想起以前热恋中的我们。
想起你牵着我的手走到天涯海角。
想起一切所有美好时光。



Saturday, February 19, 2011 ♥ 9:29 PM

knowing its impossible, i will persevere. i know we can never be together anymore.

dont worry, i wast sad. i just feel wasted to let go all. haha but never mind.


maybe we just wasnt meant to be. its worth remembering.

how miracle i can give up everything less than a week.:D

although sometime seeing couples just remind me of us but i wont tear.


lets be strong together! i believe you can find someone way better than me.

as for me?! dont ask so much. haha because i wasnt even sure if i can take another blow like this:D


♥ 8:50 PM

朋友都告诉我他不值得,但是我心很乱!

我不知道他值不值得,我不知道自己想要些什么。

我只知道没了你,我就想个空壳。

别问我,我们之间还有可能吗,因为这不是我一个人的决定。


♥ 8:33 PM

when i saw you, i thought i could be brave and face you.
instead i choose to avoid. i ran away.

when you came in, my heart keep pounding. non stop at a high rate.

if you have the heart beat detector you will notice how high my heart rate is.

when i saw you are still wearing our necklace. my heart sank.

you are still wearing the shirt i gave. the necklace. the bottom? not sure. might be from me too.

):



sinking heart.


♥ 11:10 AM

IMY! do you?


♥ 10:49 AM

why do i easily let someone like her lose my trust on our love):

My heart is still hurting

I can’t hold in my tears

Even though I said I had already forgotten

Even if I try to lie to myself

Because I still can’t forget you

Like crazy, my tears are falling

At this rate I’ll go crazy

I miss living proudly. What should I do? My tears keep falling

What did I do wrong?

Why did we separate?

I don’t know the reason

I’m very furious. No matter how hard I try to forget you, in the end it’s still you

Even though I really don’t know the reason

No matter what I do will make you mad, right?

Because you’re always right and I’m always wrong

Let’s go back, stop my tears from falling



♥ 10:10 AM

you seems to be doing fine,

am i the only one stuck in the past?

you are walking away, leaving me,

while i am standing down there waiting for you

am i silly just to wait or i should just make a turn

and walk towards the other direction.